Right Habit - Grateful - 2012

Together they were
To stop the war
And their love was stronger than ever
You may not believe
That people could live
Moving and changing together

We got sick of their light
And we started the fight
The gratest fight of the humankind
We got angry and tired and we took it inside
Cold-blooded fight against our mind

We can't stand our knowledge
We can't stand our pain
Now we help each other to go insane
And we smile and hug
And we touch and fuck
And we wish each other good luck

But nothing can scare the one who will dare
The one who will dare to stay aware
I don't know who's there
I don't really care
I was given a chance to get know and to share
I need to try out and i'm taking my turn
Just for you to stare - see how i burn

Would you let me follow you
As the warm summer wind
That helps to wade through
Carrying away all your doubts and worries

Would you let me light your night
As the candle burnt up
By your soft touch
And then melt away with all your faults and glories

Love is the answer that never comes late
Though at times love is so impatient
If I can wait a day, I’ll always be waiting
Grateful for inspiration

Will you let me float on free
Like tiny little boat in the sea
Vanished from view
In sunset silence

Time will change things around
And water will turn into cloud
To cover with snow
All our ragged memories

Daring gaze, sincere and calm
Pride and confidence turn to be vain
Like snowflakes I’m falling on to your palm
Just to grace your day, grace your day

Love is the answer that never comes late
Though at times love is so impatient
If I can wait a day, I’ll always be waiting
Grateful for inspiration

What is clear in the darkness
Can't be seen in the light
Turn off the way you know best
Look into some new kind
Whatever your senses tell you
You wait for a special sign
Inspired and scared you cross the line..

Last stop to take a breath
One deep breath and you move
Straight on
Fallen leaves on the path
Like your old colored dreams
They'll be gone

Your treasure is hard to carry
Your secret is hard to keep
The road to your house seems so dark and dreary
Too long for a lonely trip
Though you're free to give up your freedom
You wait for a special sign
Inspired and scared you cross the line..

Last stop to take a breath
One deep breath and you move
Straight on
Fallen leaves on the path
Like your old hidden fears
They'll be gone

Many those people passing by
Would take you in or try you out
But don't let them make you tell a lie
Don't even let them make you doubt

Приятно не торопиться,
Не прятаться, не суетиться,
Замедлиться, остановиться,
Смотреть на новые лица.
Я почти не верю ни в твое прозрение,
Ни в мое молчаливое освобождение.
Ты такой же как я,
Близкий, прозрачный,
Как я, необъятный, неоднозначный,
И мне никогда не достать до дна.
Я снова бреду бесцельно одна,
И мне так приятно смотреть
Открыто в глаза прохожим.
Мы непохожи, но можем
Хотя бы стараться не отдаляться.
Я верю в их понимание,
В их простое человеческое сострадание.

И так приятно не торопиться,
Задуматься и остановиться,
Смотреть на людей, не бояться, не злиться,
Не сомневаться, остаться
Вместе дрожать от ветра,
Греться под снегом, нащупав сквозь сон
Теплые руки друг друга,
В самом холодном, бесплодном месте
Вместе стоять, как старые сосны,
И напевать монотонную песню,
Слова повторяя по кругу.